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Hey dad how are you?
It’s been a long time since were together, I missed you, I know that you miss me too
I know that you do
Even if I can’t see you
You’re always there beside me
Looking down on me and the rest of the family
We know you’re always there to protect us and guide us
Like when you’re still alive you’re always protecting us for all the people who are trying to get our place, you fought for us till the last
I don’t really know you that much
But still remember what we did together, when you’re still alive, I still remember the touch
Of you’re hand when you hold me, when we go for a walk in the morning and riding on the bike with you
While eating a liver BBQ
That’s all I can remember
When we we’re together
I heard some bad things about you and good things about you
But I know that you took good care of us, you worked hard just to get us through
From this hard life of ours that we had
We thank you for doing that for us dad
I just feel bad because I didn’t really get to know ya
We didn’t really spent some time togetha
We only been together when I was a baby until I turned three years old
Then you just left, the only way that I got to know a little bit about you is a story from the whole family that I’ve been told
All the bad things and good things about you
I’m wishing that you’re still here and do the things that we never got to do
So I could have someone to argue with, eat with, and be with
Like the other kids doing with their dads having fun with and talking to every minute
I’m wishing that you’re here
So I could have someone to spend some time and bug with every year
But it’s ok with me now that you’re gone
I know that you’ll never going to come back and all I can do is pray and live on
So dad even if you’re gone I still
Think about you and pray for you I always will
I’ve wrote this for you, especially for you
Because it’s father’s day and this all I can do
To show you how much I missed you and love you, we dedicate this for you for all the things that you’ve done
For us this is our present for you since you’re gone
We love you dad/Grandpa
We always going to pray for you

                                                                                 Love, Martin Family

For my dad happy father’s day
Emiliano Rosete Martin Jan. 24, 1935 - March 4, 1985

You’ve done a lot of sacrifices

For all of us because we had a hard life, and you can sadness in our faces

We didn’t have anything back then

Your feeling that our suffering its not going to end

But you’ve tried everything

For us to get by and have a bit good of living

I felt so bad about that, but me I’ve done a lot of things to make you cry

I didn’t really care about that, that tears are falling down from your eyes

Because I was getting mad at you

For stopping me for what I want to do

But I know that you’re just caring for me

You just want me in a good place where I’m really suppose to be

But I don’t do the things that you want me to do

That’s why I’ve been hurting you

I’m sorry about that

I wish that I could go back

And do exactly what you want me to do

But it’s too late now, I’ve hurt you

I’m so sorry, but I can feel the warmth of you’re love

The caring that your doing, that’s why I thank the lord from up above

That I have a mom like you

You’re trying everything to keep us happy when you’re supposed to

Now I’m going to try to keep you happy as I can

Because now I’m a man, I’m to try to be a good man

I promise I love you mom

Happy Mother’s day to all of moms out there

I don’t want to be a racist

But people are making me do this

Because they’re all laughing at me

Because I have a un-perfect body

But they don’t know what I feel about it

When they laugh at me, they could get into shit

I want to kill them by my nun-chuck

Messing with me, they can really get fuck

I want to respect them but they’re not respecting me

So I have to be racist to them,

I want to kill them seriously but that’s not going to be my problem

If they get hurt, but all I can do is call them by racial slur

Because they’re disrespecting me, I’m different from the others

That’s I’m calling them fucking white trashes, porch monkeys

Chinks or Asian trashes, I couldn’t stand it anymore, about disrespecting me

I’m sorry but I have to stand for my self

I know I’m just a small like an elf

But I’m not going to let you bring me down

I’m going stay on the ground

But even thought I’m not perfect

And I know that I’m different, I have a lot of talent

Not like this fucking disrespectful son of bitches

They’re stealing stuff to sell and running around on the ground and over the fences

So they could get some money some are selling drugs

Anywhere, every where because they’re thugs

Probably some Asians are fucking they’re moms or they’re dads just to get money

So they’re going look cool in they’re company

But me I’m just working hard so I’m getting money in a good way

Not like them they’re always hiding away

Or doing something to they’re parents

You got the prefect body the girls or whatever and the money, me I got a lot of talent to get money, we’re really different

They’re perfect but I’m going to laugh at them if they have some kind of diseases because they’re going to die

I’m just going to laugh at them and I’m just going to say bah bye

You fucking disrespectful son of bitches

Please, listen everybody

I want to tell you about a candy

That I bought today

And I call this “Coke Balls” and it will make you say

“Wow! This is the best candy that I’ve ever tasted

It taste so good when it’s in my mouth while I’m rolling it around and gets melted”

But be careful when you put it down your throat

Because you might get choke

When your about to eat this coke balls

Don’t swallow it all

You got to put in your mouth

And roll it around wait till it melts out

A little bit, and then you can put it down your throat

Now you won’t get choke, then you’re going to have fun eating my coke

My coke balls, oh my coke balls

You can swallow it all

When is melted a little bit so you won’t get choke

Go have my coke balls, my coke

My coke balls

This is my funny disgusting sex poem. I’m sorry for the people who’s not going to like this but I’m just joking about this.  I’m sorry again

No one knows what life holds

Because they’re felling sad and cold

Like no one cares about them

Or they have a lot of problems

Or they’re broken hearted

Or sometimes they’re not getting what ever they wanted

That’s why they’re being depressed

They’re feeling lifeless

They’re suffocating

They’re trying to find the answers to the questions that they’ve been thinking

Some of them can’t really take it anymore, so it makes them end their lives

With these problems they may have they don’t know how they’re going to survive

They don’t really know what they’re going to do

They just do what ever they want to do out of the blue

When they feeling sad and low

They just do whatever and go, that’s all they know

But they don’t know that they have a life a head of them

If they don’t think a lot about their problems

They could still live good

And get whatever they want in their lives, do what ever they could

So they could survive and live on

Some of their depressions will be gone

Some are still strong

They’re just holding on

Because they believe that they can overcome their depressions

They’re freeing their minds

So they could leave their depressions behind

    And live happily

And perfectly

My heart just fell for you, since the day I saw you

I’m always thinking of you, every minute and every hour, day and night because you take away my blues

When I think of you, you make my life complete

And every time I see you, you knock me off my feet

I wish that I can have you in my life

To be my special wife

Because you’re the most beautiful girl that my eyes captured

You’re the only girl that I want to be my wife in the future

What I’m feeling for you is really true; I’m the right man for you that’s for sure

Because my love for you is really pure

So I’m giving you a promise ring

To let you know that you’re my everything

I don’t need anything else and no one else would be in my heart but you, my special girl

And I’m going to let the entire world

Know; that you’re my one and only girl and I’ m going to hold you down

Until the day that you wear the white gown

I promise that I’m always going to keep you happy, I’m not going to let you face go frown

I’m going to turn that up side down because I’m going to be your clown

I’m going to keep you smiling; I’d do everything to make you happy

And I’m going to love you endlessly

This I promise you because I love you

I truly and deeply love you, I really do

That’s why I’m giving you a promise ring

Because you’re the only girl that I’m always going to be loving

I love you this I swear

Until the day I die I’m going to love you forever

We couldn’t believe it that you couldn’t stay a little bit longer

We were really excited to be your mother or father

I still remember when your still in you’re mom’s wombs

I was talking to you while she’s brushing her hair with comb

I was singing to you and reading books to you

And you were responding by moving around and kicking

I was happy because you’re putting a smile on my face, that’s what you’re doing

I was really happy when you came out

No words that can’t come out of my mouth

All I can say is “Hi, how are you?” and lift you

That’s all that I can say I don’t know what else I can say or do

But we couldn’t believe that you didn’t live long

You’re still young and this is wrong

We were so excited when you came out

But now you’re gone I just want to shout

And ask god “why?”

Why does he/she have to die?

We weren’t doing anything bad

We were happy to new life that were about to have, we were really excited and glad

But you just took him/her away

Why does have to be this way

We could’ve showed him/her everything

We could’ve teach him/her about anything

We could’ve take good care of her/him

That’s our dream

To have a good happy family

But she/he’s gone our special baby

He/she’s gone there’s nothing I can we do

But to just remember you

Here in our hearts

It hurts us our hearts are breaking apart

Because you’re not here anymore

We could’ve been much happier if you’re still here, taking good care of you and loving you more and more

But there’s nothing we can do your life was up

We can’t stop this; we don’t have the power to stop it, only he can stop

Everyone’s life, we can’t get mad him anymore

Because we know that our baby is with him and taking good care of him/her, we love you our special baby you’re the one that we’re still looking for

We hope when you come back here on earth

We’ll show you everything and teach you everything so you’ll know that life is worth

Of living, we will take good care of you and guide you everywhere

And we hope that you’ll live a little bit longer so we can be a happy family forever

We love you our special baby

For the dead babies

Para po ito sa mga babing namamatay

I was so excited when your about to come out

You’re the only thing that I’m thinking about

I was nervous too

But when you came out I was really happy to see you

When I saw you I was crying because I’m really happy that you’re here

Your mom and I shed some tears

But that tears means that we’re happy

Because you’re here, our special baby

We’re really happy to see your ten tiny finger, ten tiny toes, one button nose and two ears to listen

And your beautiful sparkling brown eyes when you open

Them up; we’re really happy you

When you started saying “coo-coo”

Our hearts started filling with joy with your beautiful tiny smile

Makes me want to hug you so tight but I know that I can’t because you’re so fragile

All I can do is look at you hug you lightly and kiss you

That’s all I can do

For now; but after nine months of waiting

I can’t believe that you’re here in my arms holding

You; we’re happy to see you

We want to welcome you in the world that your about to see that everything in you’re eyes are new

We’ll show you everything and teach you everything that you need to know

We know that when you start crawling you’ll be roaming and wandering to the places that you want to go

But don’t you worry we’ll be with you every step of the way

To guide and take good care of you, we’ll be there every night and every day we know that’s what we have to do anyway

We’re thank god for giving us a happy healthy baby

We promise that we’re going to take good care of our baby even if we’re sad or happy

We thank you lord, thank you so much

For the new born babies

Para po ito sa mga babing bagong panganak

After a long years of waiting

Each one of you are looking

For the right one to come

Each one of you met some

But none of them are the right one

To be your woman or man

But out of nowhere

You guys found each other

Started talking and calling

To get to know each other a little better, until your hearts started falling

From then on they went to see each other

To get to know each other more better

Now they’re together

They’ve gave each other a promise ring and said “We will be together forever”

A couple more days

The big day it’s on its way

To promise each other to love each other for better or for worst, in sickness and in health and for richer and poorer

They’re going to hold each other forever

Under one roof

They’re love is not going to disappear like magic, Poof!!!

Not just like, because they have a strong bond

Since the day they saw each other they’re fond

For each other, now I’m happy for you guys that you’re going have each other to exchange vows

I know that you couldn’t wait until the big day comes, you want it now

But you guys got to wait until that day, so your true love will never be broken

You’ll be going to have and going to love each other until the end, you guys took the vows and promise to love each other forever in the eyes of others and god up in heaven

Now all I can say is I hope that you guys be very happy, wish all the best for the both of you in the future

So don’t break the chain, leave you love for each other pure hot as a flame really pure, so it will be secure

That’s all I can say congratulations have a good, happy and healthy life

Even if it’s really strife

For Giorendo and Emily Sanguenza Castillo